all is crap in the world. i want to sew my mouth shut. then i can leave only enough of a gap for a straw and i'd be forced to stick to a liquids only diet.
then i might actually make it to my goal weight for my friend's wedding at which i am the only bridesmaid. i NEED to get to my goal weight for it or i am goin to be walkin down that isle feeling like the fatest lump of lard in all the world and i'd rather be actually thinking about the awesomeness of the wedding and just enjoying myself.
we shall see.